...the hearts are most important
so I'll stick them behind both your breasts
Isn't that good?
But wait, wait, again I had a request to make
I'm really very sorry...
but I really don't need a heart on the right side
sorry for all the selfish requests
it's so that when I find a lover
and hold her close to me for the first time
only then I will able to feel two hearts
beating one on each side.

The left one mine, the right one yours
the left one yours, the right one mine
this way alone, I'll always be missing something
so I won't able to on living alone.

{RADWIMPS - Order Made}

I'm scared, tomorrow I'll have my entrance test to University.
I want to cry, I want my boyfriend...
I'm too scared. Why I have to be so anxious?!
I can't sleep...

너라고
It's you.
It's only you. ♥

Frankly, I don't know what to write.
I only feel like loving him :D teheh~
Love is the most wonderful thing in the world, now I know it.

To my dear~

I don't know when you'll able to read this, because you're now in hospital.
Why I'm writing this? Why I'm writing here?
It's because I can't do anything than write here.
At midnight will be 2 months together ♥ and I feel loving you a lot, every day :3
I hope you'll fine soon ♥
I miss you even if today I saw you, I miss your smiles, your kisses :3
I miss you all...

Now it's 10pm and I hope you're getting some rest.
Maybe I should sleep too...so tomorrow will be here soon and I'll able to see you again ♥
I'm such an insatiable person :D lol~
I truly love you.

I can easily type it in English, but it's really difficult in Italian even to say it.
It's difficult because I'm shy and because my love for you it's really big...but I always hope that you can understand my feelings...
I wouldn't change you with no other one.
ILU ♥

Nothing more :D
Sorry guys~
バイバイ

I feel an heavy burden on my heart.
My mom says "when you have a dream it means that you're relaxed and really rested".
I DON'T WANT TO BE RESTED ANYMORE.
I do a lot of nightmares, and not 'simple-nightmares' such as: someone leaves me in a woods alone.
Tonight I 'dreamed' about corneal transplants. THAT'S FUCKING SCARY.
Some people steal corneal from the dead and made illegal things with them.
Brrr...*shivers* I want to forget this really soon.
Before this, I dreamed 2 TIMES that there was an heartquake! And I dreamed like other 7-8 things that I don't remember but I know that were nightmares.
I DON'T WANT TO DREAM.
Please, tell me how to stop this because I can't take it anymore...I really feel like crying.

じゃあ ね...

PS. I didn't eat something bad and I didn't watch scary movies.

おはよう


credits to blog.naver.com/danjisoo

I feel really bad.
I woke up 1h ago and I found out that Jaebum of 2PM is quitting the group. He's the best leader ever [with Teuk and Yunho for sure], why Korean people have to be like this?!
I mean, he made a mistake and he said he was sorry. He was young, who cares now?!
You have only to be a bad person.
Let him leave Korea and come back in America only for this.
I guess he needs his family support...
And I'm more and more angry when I read by SOME FANS: Jay's last words were "I'M SORRY".

IS HE DYING?! NO.
Showing him your support is fine, but don't say things like that! It only makes me feel more angry. I feel bad too, but I'm not so catastrophic. It's not that I don't love him, he's really a good person and leader but your crying won't solve anything.
The only thing you can do is wait and keep loving him.

Please, be a good fan for him.
LEADER JAY 파이팅 ♥
Come back soon to Korea and kick their asses.
HOTTEST HATE ANTI-FANS.

I will still update later, sorry for spamming.
バイバイ ♥

PS. Wooyoung need to get some rest ㅜㅜ

EDIT!!!

On Wikipedia they're already put 'Jae' as FORMER MEMBER. So fast D: lol.
They write also JYP said that Junho will now replace Jaebeom as a leader.
JUNHO LEADER OF 2PM?! XDDDDDDDD AHAHAHHAHA~
No, sorry :DDDDDDDDDD AHHAHAHAHA, really. I like Junho too :D but...LEADER IT'S TOO MUCH XDDDDDDDDD
He's like invisible...

I'm re-doing my livejournal profile, so I can't take it there anymore.

( (Old) Crew under the cut~ )

こんばんは



Actually I'm studying for my entrance exam to University ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
What you can see in the pics it's my old (very old :D) geography book. I have to study a lot of things: Geography, History, Literature etc...
It's pretty hard because I didn't study since I graduated and now it's so boring :D but I have to do my best~
I'm really scared ㅜㅜ
There will be 60 questions and I've to answer in two hours. If I get right an answer I take 1 point, if I don't answer I take a 0 and...IF I DO A MISTAKE I TAKE A -0.25 point ㅜㅜ
So unfair

I'm also trying hard to study Korean by myself.
It's not really difficult but I can't remember all the korean alphabet, but maybe it's just because I'm lazy (●^ー^●)'''
I can type: 시모나 입니다. 나는 로마에 삽니다.
And also things like 'she's a woman, i'm a man' etc...ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
I guess I'm better at Japanese than Korean (笑)

Well, I go to have dinner (^ε^)
バイバイ

こんばんは
I'm soooo so so so tired.

Today I went to the beach with my boyfriend and my friends
I had a lot of fun~ but I get an insolation
And unfortunately now I'm so tired ㅜㅜ
I need to get some rest...and I'm updating only because I'm drinking some chamomile because my stomach hurts...
I'm such a mess

I'd like to have some goodnight-kiss :D but...well, goodnight.
おやすみ

I'M IN HEAVEN.


넌 나의 전부야
넌 나의 최고야
내 사람 그대 누가 뭐래도
내 사랑~~~


(You’re my everything
You’re my best
My person
No matter what anyone says
You’re my love)

Talk with him at the phone is the best thing of the world.

こんにちわ
The sun is shining on the sky :D and I feel like posting~
Today I'm a little bit happier than yesterday (●^ー^●) but this won't last, lol :DDDD
Btw.



AHAHAHAHAHAHHAH!
I'm really amazing
lol.
I got 3 awards on livemocha! ♪

Aaaaaaaaaand.
You know, I'm on livejournal since 2007 but I haven't a specifically post for my presentation, so under the cut I'm going to write something about me.
I'll try to be specific but I wonder if I'll end with spazzing XDD [for sure I will do it, lol]

( INTRO POST...AFTER 2 YEARS XDD )

じゃあ、またね(笑)

I WANT TO DIE.

My boyfriend (which was to come back tomorrow) will not come back until the end of this month. I feel so bad =_______=
I know, maybe it's stupid, but I miss him and I feel so bad, I love him really much...I never loved someone like this.

Sorry, I talk always about him :DDD' I'm boring, huh?
But he's my all now :D

Btw.
I also came to know that SOME PEOPLE created a forum/board against me XDDDD ahahah. What a stupid.
Now I'm laughing because they're stupid people and they've nothing to do but offend me, but I feel sad. I never do anything wrong and I don't even know these people, lol.
I really...don't know.

I feel bad tonight.
I'll feel bad tomorrow. And so goes on...
Lately on this LJ I looks like an emo-ish person, lol :D how awful.
Sorry...

バイバイ

こんばんは
I'm really lazy :D

On these days I went out with my boyfriend ♥
He came back on 12th August, on evening :DDD
We celebrated our first month together on 20th August and we went to eat at Japanese restaurant!
Sushi + Chiken Katsuji = PURE LOVE.

I'm so in love that I believe I'm going mad :DDDDDD'
But don't wake me up, it's good in this way ♥

Btw, I need to check all Johnny's information because I don't know anymore what they're doing.
I mean...V6, TOKIO, NEWS, KAT-TUN...gosh.
I'm only spending my time studying Japanese on livemocha!
Some of you knows that site? ^_^
If you want to friend me just leave me a comment here! :D

Yesterday I went also to the cinema! [with my love of course XD]

( Some movies under this cut! )

Now I'm going to think to my loooooove~
[Yeah, I'm pretty mad.]
Because he leave me alone again è_é but...I HAVE A NEW KEYBOARD! AHAHAH! [wtf?]
So I just don't care! è_é [that's not true. I hope he'll come back soon to me~]

じゃあね

こんばんは。。。
I'm on a full, total, damned, crisis of nerves.
I'm goingo to be mad. Really mad.

First of all...
My mom have a bad desease and I have to take care of home and stuff like that.
WELL, I CAN'T DO IT.
I can't do it alone, damn! My brother go out with his friends h24 and he doesn't help me at all. I have to cook, wash clothes, clean home, clean dish...OH, FUCK. Move that damned ass you too!
I'm tired of all this, but I can't leave home.

I'm not saying that all this is my mom's fault, but my brother should help me in something.
I can't go out with my friends, even today that is the 10th of August [the night of the shooting stars], but he can. Oh, yes he can.
He can do what he wants, because he's 25. I'm ONLY 19.
Oh, SORRY IF IT'S SUMMER, AND I'M 19 YO, AND I WANT TO SPENT MY TIME WITH MY BOYFRIEND, AND I WANT TO BE HAPPY.
SORRY.

And...talkin' about my boyfriend...
Finally I have one! The one I talked in this post
I'm really happy and I'm so in love with him~
He's the best in the world. I want to marry him, is it possible? :D

No, really...I've never been happy like now.
But he's in holiday right now, far away from me, and I feel so alone. I can't face my home-life without him around me...
He always knows how to cheer me up, he hugs me and he makes me feel at home...A real home.

I'm pretty sad to say this because I'm fine at my house, but sometimes...something...makes me tell all this.
I want my boy to be with me now...but I have to be patient. He'll come back soon...on 18th of August.

BE PATIENT! YEAH!
頑張って!!! Sorry for my bad post...

じゃあね

こんばんは
I feel so sorry. Without realizing it I made another hiatus and I neglected you...
I've been in Puglia (Apulia, Italy) with my schoolmates and I came back on 25th of July but...I forgot to update my livejournal page.

You know, I'm planning to delete my account on lj.
I mean...I read all your lj and a lot of posts on communities but I really don't feel to comment, and I don't know why.
Though I can't even press the 'delete' button, I feel like -omgIreallydon'tknowwhatcouldIwriteonmylj-
This make me feel sad...
And...I'm always worried about my English and stuff like this :D'

lol, I'm such a fool.

バイバイ ♥

おはよう ☆
IT'S OVER.
My high school life is over.

I did my exams at the end of June and the oral part on 4th July D:
I'm a little bit upset because my teachers give low ratings and my mark it's really poor...I hate them and finally I'm not going to see them anymore

Now it's summer time!
I'm planning to go on holiday with my friends and this afternoon I'm just going to pay for the house~♥
That's fantastic, I'm so happy.
I want to spend a wonderful summer life before I get into university...then I'll be totally busy with learn Japanese~

Truly...I'm thinkin' to study in Sweden, where my brother lives but this would mean:

- leave my love
- leave my family
- leave my city and country
- leave my friends

and I'm attached a lot to the whole of this...
I'm not ready to leave all and make my own life, I'm just 19 years old
So, as always these are only my fantasies

Now I'm hungry, so I'm going to lunch~
バイバイ(●^ε^●)

PS. I need more 2PM-fan friends O_O'

こんにちわ



#91 - people more visited (this week)! Woah ♥

I've nothing to say, I'm just posting some covers I did.
I'm not a pro singer D: so be gentle~
If you have an account on YouTube and want to be friend or subscribe, feel free to do it! ♥

~~~~~~~~~



( Utada, ayaka & Davichi HERE! )

じゃあね☆

こんばんはー★
I'm really happy today 'cause:



YEAH!
#27 - people more visited (today)!
My channel is going very well, although it has only 7 covers D:

~~~~~~~~~

Today I studied with my friends ♥
I had a lot of fun, but one of them now is angry and I don't know why.
I haven't done anything and I feel really disappointed...
He always says that I forgive everything to a friend of mine and he gets angry for this.
Damn, I'm not stupid, why he have to be like this?! I hate it.

~~~~~~~~~



GOSH, THEY'RE GREAT!
I hope they'll not a total failure like After School

No lj-cut for this post!
じゃあまたね☆彡

ごめん
I'm such a bad friend.
I studied all the time, school has taken my whole life (T____T) and I'm so sorry for you.
I bet you forgot about me, and it's easy to understand.

Sooooo...can you forgive me if I show you this? D:

( Some kind of Griffin-Mario-ISH thing )

About my hiatus [?]
I'd like to let you know [dunno why D:]:

★ Yes, I saw Super Junior's comeback and they're AMAZING. I ♥ those boys!
☆ I'm totally in 2NE1 fandom D:
★ My feelings for Ryo are the same as always but I fell in love for a friend of mine
☆ Gosh, Hyun Joong from SS501 has the most beautiful smile in the world!
★ I'm going to do my final exam at school, THIS IS MY LAST YEAR!
☆ I'm 19 years old since yesterday (≧∇≦)∠☆

And I think it's all~
I'm planning to clear my f-list and make some new friends

じゃあ ねー♪